As the days grow darker, I wonder about why darker is harder for people.
Sleep and internal clocks and SAD (seasonal affective disorder) are the ones that are most felt this time of year.
I get my time from my iPhone, which turns back an extra hour automatically, (will do so again tonight) rather than the clocks on appliances. I like that hour, as there’s a time for everything, even the chance for more sleep, something I blame pain more on than anything else when I don’t get enough of it.
Darker is the start of winter, but it is summer somewhere. Australia and New Zealand are down there, waiting for me, but life goes on until then. I go in to the colder, darker season in Canada with an appreciation for where I live. Christmas means darker, but with that five o’clock darkness, come Christmas lights. Christmas makes me happy. I let the additional hours of darkness bring me peace and reflection. I try not to focus on word meaning all of the time, letting my sensitivities get the better of me, but why is dark bad and light good anyway?
Our fears hide out there, just waiting for the right moment to leap out and scare us?
I’ve written about this before and probably can’t sum it up any better now, as Daylight Savings comes upon us for another year. I do wonder why and then my answer comes, as to why blindness is feared like it is. The idea of being left in darkness for the rest of one’s life is scary, I get it. Still, black and dark are so entrenched in our consciousness as things unwanted and feared. Whether it’s skin colour of another or a state of seeing/not seeing the world. Will we ever get away from such associations?
November is one of those more difficult months for me, at certain moments at least, as I look back over past experiences with these thirty days. Things happened to me in this month I won’t ever forget, things that have left solid impressions on the person I am.
Zooming out to a broader picture, it means solemn thoughts of war for Canada, with Remembrance Day (November 11th) and this year’s 100year anniversary in particular. I feel worse about the subject of war (the lessons we’ve learned and those we yet haven’t) than I do any dark morning or evening come too soon. Just as many lives were lost in the four years of World War I during bright, daylight hours, just as much death and carnage. Likely, more, as the armies needed the daylight hours to see what they were doing. Night would have been when it was smarter to hunker down in separate trenches wherever and whenever possible.
I think of every ghost, set adrift across those European battlefields, and I am haunted by the heaviness of so many souls lost.
And I go onward to November 11th this year with a heavy heart once again, though I don’t know exactly why that is.
I think of that word often and I don’t need Halloween or a day devoted to wars to do so. This month holds memories, like the hauntings of a shadowy realm.
I have all things monsters and ghosts on my mind still, even with Halloween in the rearview mirror for another year. Darker days mean winter and winter means ice.
I had to go to the easiest accessible book to me and that was my shelf of all seven Harry Potter stories to find my random word.
and a wintery word is what I got.
Black ice can be a danger on the roads in Canada, in the months ahead. Scary.
Harry Potter stories use ghosts and monsters to great effect. The ice forms when the monstrous, hideous dementors show up. (Read the series to learn more about those.)
A fascinating representation of the things that scare us, threaten to remove all happiness, like the depression that is sometimes seasonal and sometimes all year round.
If you can, look at what darkness brings that is pleasant and happy, rather than those things it hides or covers up or frightens you with. Maybe, one day, we can change some of the feelings around what darkness represents.
What’s good could be bad and what’s bad could be good.
This is the weekend of
stream of consciousness prompts
Finish the Sentence Friday
in early November.
I am back and taking part, after several weeks of distractions and elsewhere’s. Also, I’m writing blog posts and prompts, while avoiding something I should really be doing instead. This is okay, I suppose, but I know I need to get back to it shortly.
7 thoughts on “Bad Words and Battlefields, #FTSF #SoCS”
For me, if I remain in thought of all the horrors I have seen or known about through my life time, then I miss thinking about the few good things that can make me smile. So I push to the smiles to lighten the darkness of sadness.
We all need to find ways that work for us.
You know, I do think that there are a lot of things that only happen in the dark that are beautiful…like seeing the stars or meteor showers, or even fireworks. Diamonds are more striking on dark backgrounds. Snow is gorgeous at night, sparkling in the moonlight. Thanks for a thought-provoking post!
All beautiful things, made better by darkness. Thanks for reading and offering this thoughtful response.
Kerry, I’m so sorry I am just now getting to this. I actually love nighttime. There’s something peaceful and quiet about it that doesn’t feel the same in the daylight hours. You bring up interesting points about the scary things happening in the dark storms of life and in Harry Potter.
Thanks Kristi. It is a sensitive and important topic for me.
I am not a fan of the dark, never have been. Maybe one day that will change. I hope so.