Whilst I complain sometimes that this new Facebook feature, going live, seems to slow down the voice program on my phone. On a day like today however, I see its benefits.
I am currently listening to a Facebook Live session from a nearby museum. Or is it at the theatre? in a town, not too far from me, but which I am not at this time.
I’d gone to this museum several times, the last few summers, for
I’ve gone for exhibits and talks about the world wars,
and World War II as well.
But now I am listening to a panel of refugees. They are speaking about the countries they come from, how those places influenced them, and how being in Canada has allowed them to speak from a position of peace and yet with the right amount of noise and outrage for some of the human rights violations that go on every day, back in history into today.
Note: I mostly place *** ahead of any or all things said by the members on the panel, in place of actual quotes for things they said, things I heard, and the mashup in between. I hope I can make clear what are my thoughts and what are those experiences of the three experts I just listened to.
This post happened in the moment, but I realize it could serve as a post for any of the following:
Stream of Consciousness Saturday,
1000 Voices Speak For Compassion,
or even the Ten Things of Thankful post I write every weekend.
This was very much a stream of consciousness sort of post, as I was technically taking notes as I listened, but I wanted to go ahead and share them, plus my impressions and thoughts as I listened.
I didn’t realize this panel was taking place today, but I have access to Facebook and can listen in still. I feel deeply for anyone who has had to live through wars and governmental, religious, cultural upheaval.
This topic of refugees, “topic” sounds like a strange word for it, but I just don’t know, though words come easily in most cases. Not always, not here and now though.
This speaker came with his parents, exiled from Iran, at the age of nine. He lost loved ones, family and friends, back in Iran, to executions. Stuff I hear about in the news all the time, can’t fathom, and brush past the headlines to preserve my sanity. This is tough tough stuff. I feel helpless. I write so I have my own voice. I know I am lucky to have that.
My heart hurts. Those forced to leave their homes to survive and to save their families from further danger. He says we in North America are somewhat uncomfortable with pain and suffering. Struggling, he says.
***an empty shell, suffering. To have that fire, you reach a point where you have no choice.”
He speaks of what is beautiful and inspiring. He’s seen crimes against humanity. He felt such a sense of helplessness as a child. Lost his uncle to torture. He saw horrifying images. He learned his instinct for wanting to end injustice.
***It’s not abstract. It cuts you open like a knife.
He went, fresh out of law school.
After World War II, Cold War, the forming of the UN.
Criminal tribunal. I know little about these things. He teaches me and all who listen.
That line, it was the best of times, it was the worst of times. That’s life for the world. Always.
I wish everyone could hear this man speak, all these speakers.
Humbling. He comes across that way. Futility, enormity. No [punishment is ever enough.
He refers to Nazi punishment at Nuremberg. I saw the movie., My father watched. The lawyers being there. I can’t imagine actually being there, attempting, given that responsibility to give punishment for unthinkable acts. Evil is the word that comes immediately to my mind, but they were all humans too. All of them.
I have the best life here in Canada. Circumstance. Fate. Luck. Whatever you want to call it. We don’t get to choose where and when we are born into this world. Personal past and the wrongs that are done. I see roadblocks. I see them clear. I see people knocking down roadblocks of all kinds. I have knocked down my share, but there are always more, more more.
Others do it. Grace. Genuine humility. Selflessness amongst the selfish world.
Life isn’t always the greatest for all humanity.
This FacebookLive thing isn’t bad at all.
***Living inside the fray vs living outside of it.
This woman has a platform to speak about what happens, good and bad, in her country of Kenya. Violations of treaties. Abuse of women and children. Discriminations. She speaks in Stratford, Ontario, Canada. Her words are powerful in their truth. She wants her country to be equal in its society, eliminating fear, from her position here in Canada. These countries need to learn from each other.
Easy to be full of ideals. Getting into life and reality can shock. True meaning and purpose. This man teaches younger generations, from his experiences. Education.
***Emotion as a form of cognition. Privilege over intimacy. Intellectual rigour. If you don’t understand the reality. you will never have passion to use your ability to go and make a difference.
***Exploit. Own moral virtue. General empathy. Fruits of sorrow. Some do work others arrive for harvest. glamorization of human rights. Profound human experience. Account of suffering. Platitudes. Feel good activism. Idealism is about struggle and being wounded and continuing. Emptied ourselves of that understanding. To separate theory from practice.
Nelson Mandela comes up. Imprisoned for years:
“Sometimes I miss it. I got a lot of reading done.”
Spirit. Upside of suffering. Inspiring each other. Draw on that courage.
Kosovo. Bombings. Refugee crisis happened there too.
Orphanages and institutions all around the world with kids in need of a home and someone to love them. Earlier I watched videos about J.K. Rowling’s foundation,
a spell to produce light from Harry Potter,
I hope Canada can do our part. We are not innocent. We’ve caused suffering. I don’t know the half of it even.
How to help those who must flee is not a new question. I have no real answers. I write. Stream of consciousness, I use stream of consciousness to relieve some of the pressure.
***Silver lining inside dark clouds. Circumstances, didn’t kill them, made them stronger.
World at large scares me. Gives me hope yet still too. Flip flop. Flip flop.
Prominent human rights lawyers. Doing what they can. All my stereotypes of what a lawyer does and I can’t deny their knowledge and wisdom and influence.
Speaking on certain world leaders. Not an easy job, but so often filled with self interest. Naive and idealistic. It always comes back to that for many of us.
***Cynical short sided policies.
He’s bemused. Good word.
Corruption. Complicity. The west. Middle East. ISIS. His idealism is tempered by realism. The global village is a mess reality but is a reality.
He wanted simple corporate life, just before September 11th, in New York.
He speaks of it so soon after last week’s anniversary.
Policy makers. Theories. Clash of civilization.
***Complex diverse fabric. Took preparation to tear that apart.
Middle East politics. I know nothing about this.
Human rights. Rule of law.
***Refugees are the symptom. Not the cause.
HE says. I just I just…
***Ceasefire. Multi laterally.
Talk over my head. I feel like a child who does not comprehend such things. Of course, I comprehend, I do, I think, even if I do not understand.
I hope Justin Trudeau can do something. Is that possible? The EU. So much to keep up with and my head hurts. Meditation. My best option?
Governments need to work together, like we demand from children, siblings, at school. Leadership and resolve.
Compassion post? Where do we learn empathy and compassion from? How do some not learn it, or unlearn it later?
I believe I’ve learned that from my family and from my disability. You see things differently, or else blindness should force you to do so.
Africa feels so far away to me. The world, so large, west, east, north, south.
She’s proud to say she is Canadian now. We are proud to have her here. Her home is always on her mind. You can hear it in her earnest words and tone.
***Political will.
Hmm.
***Willing but their hands were tired. problems. Take care of their own, rather than others that come.
Hmm.
Camps. Refugee camps. Camps are the word I, here in Canada, feel most uncomfortable about. They are all there is for so many though.
I’ve heard from those in literature. From these activists and civil servants.
Those last ones look forward to the day when they are unemployed. Will that day ever come?
They can not be everywhere all the time. Nobody has that power.
Mass migration and mass movements. Here in Canada we can’t nor should we avoid thinking about it, facing its undeniablility.
We are apart of this world. How do we treat indigenous people here, mirrors how we do for others around the world.
He visits prisons in Iraq. Unsuccessful suicide bombers. Young young men. HE speaks to them. Eighteen and Syrian. Must kill enemies. Then he speaks of the violence he has seen and misses his mommy, his village, wanted to go to medical school. Understanding from an intimate position. How recruitment occurs. Highly corrupt. Religious extremism. We are, all of us, susceptible. We can’t run from this. We are all interdependent.
***Hold our leaders accountable. Resume responsibility. Assume it. Do our share. Impossible for a few to clean up any mess.
A lot of blaming of journalists. Media looks at one problem. Pay attention. Feel powerless. Then what?
How to get beyond colour, I am colour blind. This does not solve it entirely of course.
Robert Kennedy. Fifty years ago. Before my time.
Female genital mutilation. Gender based violence. We feel like we need to pick an issue. These are real, live human beings, silence no more.
Teachers teach and then those students go on to teach children.
I am here in the virtual audience. Big big biggest questions, heavy with importance.
Silly thought, but like my still growing in-box, I fall behind. We have fallen behind.
Justice isn’t always so easy. I watch a documentary on Netflix about the idea of Hitler escaping, and I wonder. What if he had? Conspiracy theories linger, nonsensically.
Ethnic. Ethic. How to obtain sustainable peace? Long term?
***Spectacle of ISIS.
Regimes. Atrocities. Don’t make it to social media. Refugees flee from government. ISIS is the word most people see and hear. Undoubtedly it is all causing such strife.
***Dabbling in feminism. Iran calls it. Complex transition. Authoritarian. Fundamentalist. Leaderships. Repress. Youth want democracy. What kind of a coward is afraid of a feminist?
No kidding. Time isn’t often on their side.
Our leaders, those in positions of power, they do abuse that. How do we fix it? My idealism and naiveté showing again.
Korea.
History straight from this speaker, this man, from those things I was not yet born to see.
***Rule of law and rule of force. How to be civilized.
North Korea. People starving. I have no clue.
Nothing makes you feel better. Well, listening to these people helps a little.
Darkness to light, from Korea, north to south.
Those images trouble me no doubt.
Genocide. Rwanda. Hatred. Dehumanizing. Calling human beings cockroaches. How could anyone, no matter who it is? Fifty years after the holocaust.
***In the moments of most tension people fail, their best intentions lost to history.
When we hear the window to prevent escalation of violence is mostly gone by.
This Iranian/Canadian human rights lawyer states any ordinary citizen should never feel we can’t make a difference, do something. Is this true? Can I help somehow?
Then, in Winnipeg, apologies for residential schools. Prime Minister gives this now. Elderly immigrant couple delivering cupcakes. Neighbours. Could barely speak English but they brought “transcendent humanity” to their indigenous neighbours.
“all that it takes for evil to flourish is for good people to do nothing.”
I must check this Facebook page more often.
There is good being done everywhere. I need only seek it out.
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